hmMm..
today woke up 2 plus..
ha..
cuZ in the mornin 3 plus den slp..
die le..
sch reopen le hor..
got ani kind souls who wans to gimme mornin call everydae arhx..
haha..
i mean every mornin..
hmMm..
den mi watch qiu tian de tong huai til disc 8 le..
hmMm..
ytd watch til 3 plus..
stil got 10 more..
haha..
die le..
sori mi nv wake up at nite..
sori azide!!
ha..
realli sori..
too tired le..
hmMm..
den 4 plus go lot one help mama carry things.
ha..
kor learn frm u de..
see i also so filial le..
also got help my mama carry things..
hmMm..
lookin ferward to tmr le..
yea..
go church count down..
last call le wor..
stil got who wanna go city harvest pls call mi lehx=)
ha..
hMMm..
help i wil enjoy tmr=)
ha..
tmr kor and pearly and ben wil go..
ha..
ya..
tmr 5 plus wil go church le..
til here bahx.. =)
ATTENTION everybody! hee.. very impt.. mi got one more idol le.. he ish GAO XIng.. full name ish gao tian qi!!!!! haha.. yea.. edison chen and gao tian qi rox!!!!! yea~ hee..
hmMm..
today went out..
wif mama..
and mama two god son..
ate at suntec..
the food nt nice de lei..
nvm..
hmMm..
then went to sun tec there de new creation church..
now then i noe wad it means..
they rent the hall bahx..
fer their service.
the pastor so suai leix.
haha..
realli..
so they haf their service in suntec..
then mi go orchad there de popular buy things to make cards fer sis yvonne..
cuZ last dae of the year le..
tis fri go service.. h
mMm..
gonna make tis card to thanks her fer all tat she has done fer us..
the cell grp..
haha..
muz make nice nice de..
so tis fri wil go church evry early to make tat card wif derrick and pearly..
ha..
ytd i saw him online..
but we didn't chat.
ha..
i didn't dare msg him lehx..
but everytime i see he sign in msn..
the thing pop up.
my heart pump harder leix.
haha..
dunno lahx..
tis feelin wil nv fade leix..
am i gonna miss him like dat fereva..
haha..
oni god noes bahx.. ...
hmMmm.. went to k box todae wif yet wei, shirley and kezia. but then lahx. dunno why kezia lahx. nv sing de leix. and hor.. yet oni sing eng songs. hee. ya.. enjoyed myself. mi todae so sad lahx. actually wanna go my grandma hse play mahjong de. but then hor later change plan.. then we frm lot one walk to yew tee go there de pasa malam. rainy lehx. so all wet le lor reach there.. fun sia.. then goin home le.. met bling aloy they all. then in mrt met micher(mickey mouse) haha... he stil the same so scare of mi wor.. haha..
hmmm.. then todae very early wake up le.. but nv go send shawn. haha.. later i cry sia. so nv send lor.. haha.. no one to chat wif mi on msn le.. hao peng you mahx..
so mani daes nv see him le.. dunno wad ish he doin now.. heard tat he ish workin le.. haha.. but hor. his attitude hor.. muz change arhx. haha.. juz miss him alot bahx.. stil hope tat one dae he wil msg mi again.. at least msg mi gud nite.. yea.. hope.. miracles wil happen de.. god noes i haf tried hard to give up on him. cuz is realli useless to hold on.. haha.. maybe tat's my life bahx. nvm lahx.. i wanna hate him too sometimes, how can he play wif my feelins leix, but i cannot bring myself to do it..
dun wori frens =) i'm fine lahx.. haha.. blog next time mi go watch show le..
juz now went out to lot one wif daddy bling and aloy,
buy nisa present birthday mahx,
today also siyan birthday,
then si yan and jin hui also come meet us,
hmmm..
so funi,
tat daddy buy present hor like buy fer gf like dat.
haha. maybe very soon i gonna haf new mummy le..
hee..
so happi..
haha..
die..
if daddy gonna read tis he wil kill me..
hmmm...
tmr shawn goin us le wor..
but mi dunno can wake up in time to send him anot..
haha..
hope he enjoy there lor..
one moth nia..
haha..
bling reborn hair le wor
so cute sia
hee
ger
next time meet my daddy out hor
meet him 30 mins earlier lahx
he hor
always late de
haha
kae lahx
tata =)
haha..
todae woke up at 1.30.
cuz ytd watch show til 4 plus..
how wonderful to live like tis everydae..
but sianz sch gonna reopen le..
ohoh..
bling goin taiwan too le..
jan 4th..
hmmm.
but now taiwan so messy.
very dangerous lehx,
bling muz xiao xin hor.
tmr shld be goin airport send shawn wang bahx..
hee..
mornin 7.30 muz reach..
who wanna go send him???
tell mi yarx..
hmmm..
he goin fer one month wor..
haha..
no one chat wif mi on line at nite le..
haha..
oh..
heard tat jj workin le wor..
haha..
jj arhx,
got pple employ u wor..
hee..
kae lahx.
jia u!
sianz arhx.
blog til here first..
if there is no farewell...
u cant get a hi...
hi is the best moment in ur life...
u wun noe each other...
hi is a powerful word...
u wun noe others if u dun use this word...
especially ur lurve one...
but farewell is a sad moment for everybody...
it hurtz when u c sumone tat is leavin u...
but if there is no farewell...
there wun b a cya again...
so...
isnt it wonderful...
author: korkor
feelin so puzzled dae by dae.. wad do i realli wan in life. like him. but nv dare tell him. wad am i afraid of.. realli nt sure. rejection? being hurtz? dun think so bahx. cux i noe tat in his heart. she wil always be inside de. tot of him again today. the feelins so strong. so funi.. chat wif pearly todae. she ish also very sad. the guy she luv block her on msn. i've learnt a lesson. confession ain't gud. u might nt even be frens the next moment. i also think so. cannot even be frens. so sorrow.. now she can't even contact him. she ish so sad. cannot sms him. msg him. email him, can't even see him. she sae tat i am far more fortunate then her. but then i think otherwise leix. cannot contact is beta mahx.. wad he ish doin ish gud u noe pearly, he wans u to forget him. and all his doin ish fer ur own gud. tis wae. u can forget him more readily. you sae i am more xin fu i can contact him. can msg him. can sms him. tis wae, my feelins fer him wil grow. worst. i wil think tat there might even be hope between us. i wil think. although i noe it is totally impossible between us wad. maybe i shld mia fer a while. can i forget him in tis wae. someone tell mi how.. the more i wun wanna think of him. the more my heart reaches fer him. let nature take its course? haix. now he ish online, but i also dun dare msg him. wad the hell am i thinkin... ming ming heng xiang ta de. haha.. i ask kor if i am silly to haf fallen fer him, but he reply it is foolish to lurve, so i am nt silly. i guess is true bahs... no matter wad.. i think no matter how i am holdin on the endin wil nv change...
haha.. nt home fer a while daes le.. hmmm. now at gugu hse =) dunno how ish he doin hor.. nv see him fer dunno how mani weeks le. how i wish he wil msg mi again leix. like last time.. how i wish i cud see him jokin wif mi again.. haha.. wil nv be possible le bahx.. i wil nv be in his heart le.. haix.. nvm.. i wil always wait bahx. til he give her up. but read his blog like nv wil be possible leix. haix. life nv fair.. how i wish i can wake up one dae and forget who he ish.. maybe then wun be so hurt le bahx.. hope wun fade.. cux u r stil in my world.. but u wil nv be mine bahx..
Sweetheart's Prayer
by Casaundra Rae Gollihue
So many things don't make sense
No matter how hard we try.
Sometimes we just let it go
And watch our lives pass us by.
But no matter what happens
One thing will remain true,
As long as I'm living
I will always love you.
No matter if we argue and fight
And don't speak for a day,
We'll be there for each other
All along the way.
I know I will love you
Up until the very end,
And I hope we'll be together
Forever and ever... Amen.
love is like a type of chemistry
when u mix gases around wif different gases
u r able to get different compound...
juz like the way u mix oxygen wif hydrogen
or when u mix oxygen wif carbon...
when u mix hydrogen... u will get water..
but when u mix carbon...
u can get alot of other types of compound...
like carbon monoxide..
or carbon dioxide...
the more u add in..
the more surprise u will get...
there is alot of thing u cant expect to happen...
btwn oxygen... carbon... n hydrogen
which do u choose...
analysis... :
Oxygen: oxygen is romance... it give u all the time... but u dun feel it sumtimes... but u like surprise at the end of the day..
Carbon: carbon can easily trust another person.. when u mixed wif the wrong friends... u will go towards the wrong path n regret... if u found the correct friend.. they will guide u thru ur life...
Hydrogen: hydrogen has a very strong will... they dun mind givin much to their friends.. they juz wish tat their friends can stay happy at the end of the day...
hmmm. i jux read bling and derrick's blog. haix yox. wad happen lahx. dun be angry wif each other le lor. wad eva hor stil fren fer so long le. no grp then be besta fren also nt bad mahx. haha. a grp ish oni a name to call the one big grp mahx. though it contains tat precious gem call friendship but if nt united then no use le mahx. haha. dunno lahx. derrick dun sad le lahx. hmmm. moz impt ish stil fren can le lor.. haha. blehx. jj ish leader of siao ehx wor? haha.. maybe muz change leader liaox. my daddy be leader lahx. haha. dunno ur wil read tis anot lahx. but wish tat ur wil be happy again lor.. maybe grp nt tat impt but wad's inside each other's heart hor. dunno leix`... bling. dun angry wif derrick le lor.. i see ur blog very fierce sia. keep coolz lahx. everythin wil be fine. =) inside the grp no more derrick stil got ming yang aloy jj daddy mahx. can de lahx. no prob. haha. all the best lahx..
hmmm.. sianx arhx. jux reach home frm grandma hse. hmm.. wao. ytd went to imm.. go find benson arhx.. wif derrick.. and boon xiong. haha.. tat wang ba dan need hair spray. hair all gold mahx. hmmm. takin n level results mahx. hmmm. haha. sianx arhx. hope can see him soon. =) hmmm. cousin goin home le.. tmr.. sianx. mi dun wan stay at home leix. how.. haha.. pen off le..
got nothin much to sae leix. i jux miss him miss him miss him so much. nv see him fer ages le. i dun think my feelins fer him wil fade ani lesser. jux went home. haix. i hope he wil be happi bahx. tata`~
i cant forget the days... when i m in secondary 1.. life is so free n nobody will care wat we r thinkin of... so free n so nice... i lurve the days when i m in sec 1... we do wateva we wan.. we do wateva we think of... no worries at all... so free... now we r like bird in the cage... cant go wherever we wan n cant do wateva we wanna do... so sad...
Love is like a plant
if u grow it well
it will b perfect de lor
every plant will haf different condition
in every different season
if u dun take care of it
n treat it the same
it will wilt n fade
Same for relationship lor...
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be4 goin to michael hse. i went to zoo in the mornin.saw white tiger. so cute lehx. haha. yea. then went to meet derrick b4 goin his hse. hmmmm. i go wif him to cold storage buy caslburg. haha. so fui. he under 16 also can buy. k lahx. mi so scare leix. haha. then hmmm. went his hse le. haha. as usual. jj saw mi jux went in to the hse. but nv sae halox. ha. nvm i went in.mich baby so cute sia. then later dunno who suggest drink le lahx. hmmm. somehow i feel hapi. happi he stil cares fer mi. why dunno why everytime i see him. i wil drink de. think he was the one who taught mi how to drink indirectly bahx. shld i thank him. haha.maybe. then i forgot to take my shades wif mi. half wae . mi and derrick went down the bus lahx. leavin bling and daddy on the bus. haha. hahax.wa.so funni. haha. ytd. hmmm. maybe i shld be glad lahx. at least he cares fer mi leix. haha. cares fer mi yeah. but oni as a fren. haix. nvm. wad's mine wil be mine. wad's nt mine wil nv be...
hmmm. jux reach home again. my cousin came to my hse. they very NoisY arhx. haha. hmz. they kept me company leix. make mi forget all the sadness inside me. haix. sianz arhx at home. all biased de. love my bro more then me. parents r all like dat. haix. think sunday. go michael hse. yea. haha. hao xiang him wor. haix. although everytime haf chance to see him.but i am stil hapi to see him. hapi to jux see him. no matter wad he ish doin ish hurtin mi mahs.i dun care. haix.tisworld ain't fair. i lurve him. but i dun dare to let him noe. haha. nvm lahx. let him noe later fren also cannot be. suan le lahx. tis feelin wil fade away de lahx.. wil bahx..haha.
jux reach home. sianx arhx. three daes nv go home le. haha. but goin out soon. hmmm. benson kor noe my secret le. but i trust him. he saes theres nt oni one man on tis world.haha. i dunno why i wil fall fer him. but i jux miss him alot lor. hmmm. two daes ago. tat nite. i dun feel like goin home. so after leavin my gugu hse. i went straight to my grandma hse. at nite very late le. got 11 plus twelve le. i realli miss him. i wish he was the one walkin beside mi now. haha. i amd dreamin again. i call jj call mi.. haha.. gudgud leix. he pei mi talk. he was at home mahs. haha. so glad. haha. hmmm. til i reach my grandma hse. nice guy. haha. on msn. becux of my nick. he ask mi who i lurve. haha. i nv sae out. i wish to. but i dun haf the courage. haha. nvm lahx. i jux wish him and the ger wel. bless them lahx. hope she wil accept him.. then i might be able to give up. haha. life's change. wen i noe him. nvm.. mi goin out le. aloy didi wanna buy present fer his gf. haha. so envy wor. k lahx. til here i pen off.. life sucks!
haha. bloggin again. realli sianx nowsadays. cux cannot see u le.after leo camp. nvm. i jux read ur blog u type in today. so sad. so sad. i noe who the ger ish.haha. is been so long. since u admire her. now i believe tat u r someone who wil love a ger whole heartedly. i jux wish u the best. i'll pray fer u and her. i know i wil be happi wen u r happi. ha. i'm so bold. haha. i wish somehow my feelins fer u wil be gone. or at least fade away. maybe i shld mia fer a while. i can forget u for a while then. haha. no words to discribe my feelins now. so weird. so coarse. so deep within me. maybe there might be a miracles. maybe. and by then. maybe i wil haf a place too in ur heart. even if is nt the moz impt one. i'd stil be pleased. i believe i wil. =) haha. i'm dreamin. tata~
haha. again entry. nvm lahx. tis webpage i told no one. those tat noe i shut them up le. haix. quarrel wif mother. then nv go eat dinner wif them. then i run to gugu hse. cryin. haix. why ger hor. tears so easily made de. wa. missin someone realli terrible leix. hmmm. someone told me is call infutuation. hmmm. yea. i hope so too. scare is love. tianx arhx. roy roy korkor now very sad. angela jie arhx korkor realli lurve u alot lehx. realli. haha. pls treat him well lahx. ha. pearly. dun wori. time can heal miracles. hmmm. to me. i wil nv give up. til u tell me to do so. =) haha. i very scare. dun wanna confess to u i haf fallen fer u. haha. hee. so funi. sweet memories bahs. hmmm. i wil juz stand aside. til she leaves u. then i wil come and wipe ur tears. hmmm. mo mo de shou huo. hee. i told no one abt whom is it in my heart. but i am true. im nt toyin ur feelins. haix. sorrow leix. hope u understand me. how i feel. ok lahx. next dae then type le. kae. all i can sae ish i haf fallen fer u. haix... ...
haha. jux came back frm negg ann poly. sianx sia. dun wanna go back le. hmmms. today mama papa anniversary. dinin out tonite. haha. hmmm. cannot forget wad realli happened tat dae. u realli walk away mahs. u realli didn't care me mahs. haix. sians arhx. i cannot stand it mahs. i didn't mean to fall fer u. i cannot control my heart lahx. all e best. i wish e sky wil fall. then maybe i can stop thinkin of u. stop lurvin u. stop missin u... ...
haha. two days ago. went fer camp. leo camp. wonderful man. realli wonderful. i become the leadin actress. haha. siao le lahx mi. hmmm. tis blog hor. anknowledge pple first lahx. xie xie benson hor. help mi create tis account. haha. second. xiexie benson, qiao zhen, arhx. bling n daddy. dunno stil gort who leix. thanks alot. tat jun jie. next time can be fire man leix. like splashin water so much!!! hmmm.tmr goin ngee an poly. til fri. 8 to 6 everydae. sian arhx. ai yo. i dunno how to change tat title lahx. so rou ma hor. ha. hmmm. love someone arhx. haha. i did all i did. becux of u. but u didn't care. instead walk away. haix. i jux miss u tis pass few daes, durin camp. haha. i nv realise it was u, til tat dae u walk away... ...
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