[[ loving you]]

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Math used to be my strongest subject, but i don't know what's gotten into me now. i can't even recalled simple formulas, imaging all the trigo' formulas that i have to stuff into my head by next week. Promos, i really dont like it (well, who likes?) anyway, i got stressed =X after doing the past year math paper, so i'm here...

it's been ages since i read his blog. i really like his way of writing. the style and everything, it's just flawless. i came across his blog just few mins ago, and i think he's got a new girl. funny, my heart seems to flick a little. he's quite good looking, but that's not the point i guess. To him, prettyness doesn't mean a thing, when it comes to one true relationship. A girl, who may not know many things- dolling herself/getting into a good course get good grades, but just someone who is willing to love him whole-heartedly-his dream girl?
Maybe it doesn't matter to me anymore, after all, there was so many occasions that he's been into my life, but i've just let him go, more then once, perhaps. Maybe, i'm attracted to just his sophisticated thinking, the way he tries to appear care-free and everything, but who knows the deep thoughts that's hidden beneath his mind...
It's a pity, we never had the chance to get together, me not being the key to unlock his heart, i wish him well, and happy always.

i'm happily attached now-
for all it matters..
because at another point of my life,
i met my lover..
and i'm glad that i did.

anyone understand what i'm talking about?
Lols..

[[i love you]]*|12:33 AM|

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

I love to roller blade, because he will hold my hands while we skate. The feeling kind of reminisce a young and innocent me, wishfully thinking if he has feelings for me, hoping that he will like me? Lols, how i wish we could just skate throught the entire park, with you not letting go of my hands any second...

i love them ! =D

[[i love you]]*|2:03 AM|

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

I was in the teenage mag with judie

cool hur..

[[i love you]]*|5:25 AM|

Friday, July 21, 2006

i miss the awesome four angels in my life, yet-jin-bling-kueini =D i've just chatted with Bling over some gang issues, and said she dont want anything to happen to me, awww.. bling muackx. Lols.
My life is complete, with them.

Phew~ finally i can get to take in some fresh air, because it's WEEKEND! My results, lols, are beyond hopeless. *BOO* <--- nice results huh? anyway, i'm getting tired of teacher repeating the holistic education in Singapore, it's so boring. Lifes great, with my new toy.

flashbacks ( picture speaks a thousand words, heh, now i've got more then 6000 words in this entry)

In conclusion, life is wonderful with O5S5. Lols.

[[i love you]]*|8:30 AM|

Friday, July 07, 2006

Yet again, the song "if tomorrow never come" circles around my mind. Aww, i miss him, haha.

Perhaps, they thought i do not care anymore. Is it that i did not leave behind any foot print that is deep enough to be seen, to be reminisced, after all these years? I'm always like that, so ridiculously childish when it comes to solving problems, even small problem that shouldn't exist, because i simply avoid it and walk away. Pretending i do not care, but deep down i do. But i've got to know what is the problem they are behaving the way they do, or maybe, i'm just too sensitive. I guess only my parents and him is always there to tolerate my everything. Lols, here i'm reprimanding myself. Exam stress i guess, physics is the always subject that jerked my emotions during exam periods. STUPID! Here i am, cursing and swearing again. Lols, i'm tired now :(

School's great today, because there isn't any lessons. But the physic examinations today seemed to wheck many people's day up. Lols, especially me, *shrugging* Cheer up guys. Anyway, I've got to study for other subjects already, or else mr chen is going to have a hard time, talking to my mummy, and yea, till then, i'll see you guys on Tuesday, all the best everybody! :)

i'm crazy!

[[i love you]]*|12:06 AM|

Monday, July 03, 2006

The only one for me is you and one for you is me, so happy together...

[[i love you]]*|11:47 PM|

Sunday, July 02, 2006

It's human nature to pressume they are right, in all cases. One thing that i know, Saints don't gossip. I'm not one though. Lols, It's been a busy week. Good thing, because then, i would have sufficient reason not to study. =X what a LOSER freak i am, but who cares!

[[i love you]]*|11:04 PM|