hmmmm
juz came back frm church
had fun
cuz today got cic class der
pastor lilian was a gud teacher =)
actually was suppose to wake up earlier de
7 plus
cuz 8.30 i muz reach church fer service 5
haha
in e end 12 15 den reach church
haha
piggy mi
i noe
cannot wake up todae sia
ytd online til 3 plus
oh gosh
haha
chat wif gao xing
haha
ytd went to buy black colour dye
haix. then jux dye back my hair
BLACK?????
haix
decided to be a gud gurlx after all
dun wanna get kick out by tat sch
haha
found the purpose of goin sch le
haha
:PpP
but i look like a black hair monkey like dat
too black ler lahx
haha
gotta go ah ma hse le
haha
goin imm bahs
haha
tata`
haix
todae last dae le
next mondae
all goin new clz le
sianx diaox
todae come sch
papa sent mi
den mi go econ lesson
chin wee(kiwi)brought pliers
haha
damn on lor he
sae wanna bring
realli gort bring sia
den mi go library
do nothin
i skip physic test
den meet kiwi mango banana rambutan at secret tunnel there
wana climb out sch
but stupid hod
all nail up the drain
haha
but they nt smart one
got another drain beside it lor
they nv fasten tata
but mi nv climb out
cuz kiwi they all nv climb out too
they mi go up library slack`
saw gao xin
haha
sittin at the entrance der de sit
haha
nahx
den
ya
be4 leave library
sarah went to ask gaoxin fren
den i heard she sae gaoxing alot pple like
alot ger finds him cute
haha
den i run out of library
haha
all sarah fault
nvm
den later be4 i wanna go the secret tunnel
i saw gao xing comin out of library
den i ask him wanna leave shc anot
ha
cuz ytd he also climb
but todae
he sae he very gaui
so he went to chinese
ha
den nvm
later we(damien, jonathan, candice, wilson, linette, yu wei, sarah)
went to the outdoor outside out t22 clzroom
talk til 4 plus i needed leave le
then i give everyone there hug hug
haha
yea. den jux reach hme.
saw timonty todae
he went to church too
haha
then ya.. til here lor` )=
hmmmm
as usual
went to sch
haha
den went fer econs n physic lecture
den i went to library
den mark n shimin wanna see the secret tunnel
i bought them der
guess wad
saw "gao xing" n his frens
den they climb out frm the tunnel
haha
tat mark dun dare climb
wao
den mi n shimin wanna climb too
den tat chin wee climb too le
den no one help us
we go back sch
haha
go library
den later go hall
stupid hod catch those wif tinted hair
haix
mine ish nt even obvious lor
nvm
den shimin n linette also pei wo
cux their hair also tinted
we three all go get lecture by vice principal
haix
dunno wad to do now
dye back arhx?
so stupid lor
den shimin arhx
dunno see tat wad wu chi liang or somthin
she almost faint
sae he very suai
haha
she more chan den mi lehx
den after dat went to eat out at long john wif justina. linette. shimin. morise(dunno how to spell lahx)
ya.
den mi linette morise went to fat east
hmmm
mi wanna buy squash ball key chain
den cannot find
so i bought a squash ball instead
haha
saw tis addidas shoe
pink colour de wor
so nice sia
89.9 bucks
haha
i wish upon heaven n earth
beneath e stars n moon
day n nite
summer autuum winter spring
tat i can get e money frm papa to buy
haha
ya
den go gugu hse
den jux reach hme
haha
end of itinery
blehx
miss him le wor
haha
tata`
jux walk out of tat math clz la
realli sianx
same teacher again
dun wan attend his lesson lahx
now den i noe jc lyfe so gud sia
wan den go lesson
dun wan den dun go lorx
hmmm
dunno gugu wen come baxk singapore sia
miss her le worx
hmmm
saw "gao xin" in sch tis few daes
keep seein him sia
haha
todae got guitar clz
so sianx
haha
mi go home also nuttin` to do sia
saw tat gao xing so mani times todae
haha
why got such a person tat look so much like gao xing sia
haha
hmmm
now listenin to yellowcard only one
so nice sia
went to northpoint jux now
tried all sortz of perfume
haha
think wil go buy body shop de
********************************
i'm fallin into memories of you
things we used to do
follow mi der a beautiful somewhere
a place tat i can share wif u
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ha
though our memories ish very lil`
but stil i wud treasure
linette told mi tat if i like him
i shld tel him
tel him how i feel
den at least there wil nt be ani regrets
think he noes whom i am talkin abt bahx
think he shld noe its him bahx
dunno leix
got a feelin he noes lor
i wanna go find him
wanna see him
haha
r we at war tonite
wil der b angels whisperin to mii gud niite
dun wake wen lightnin strikes
mii heart fer u iish true
let no one take dat frm u
tiime iish runnin tite
can't change frm wrong to rite
so i'll close my eyes n dream a lil`
juz like how we used to b baby
its time to sae farewell now
no need to cry of feelins`
oh it's alrite
i'll end e end of lies
heaven grant mi one last wish i beg u
let mi say tis words b4 i go
I wil lurve you till e end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
mii sweetheart wud u
Let me die in your arms wif u
Only you can stop the rain tonite
Only you can change my world from black to white
So I'll close my eyes n dream a lil` more
Keep e faith of mine
Dun let it go
u're e only reason
dat I'm growing cold
What wud I do
Without you...
hmmmm
was a long dae though
early in e mornin
i online saw kor online too
den i msg him
he nv reply
den i found out later tat he's online cuz he fell aslp ytd nite
haha
funi sia
den mi go ah ma hse
den went out to bugis wif jin hui yet wei bling and kuei ni
jin wanna buy new year clothes
now den buy sia
ai yozz
hee
then i told her why nt two weeks later then buy lor
haha
ya
lurve bling hair man
gold colour de hair sia(highlight de wor)
den after dat den we went to jurong east meet daddy jj they all
but jin hui wanna buy shoe
so we nv go queens wae shoppin mall wif them
haha
jux now mi quarrel wif mama
den angry i stomp out of e hse
haha
thanks azide!!!!
should i feel hapi or sad lei fer todae??
maybe happi le den sad bahx
haha.. all fer to nite
=))
went to heerens meet aunt and darren kor
den go singtel hello at orchard
kor wanna change contract fer broadband
saw tis sumsung fone
same weight as my fone
den no entennal(dunno how to spell)
quite nice
den went to taka
kor treat mi ice cream
btw
i think i didn't eat anithin else sia
haix
aunt tmr go thailand
gonna miss her
jux nice
now typin blog
jj msg mi
sae tmr ice skate meet at 11 cck
den tmr bling yet jin hui goin buy new year clothes
can i split into two
back to todae
ya
den mi go down yishun meet jonathan justin qi ren
den go down boon lay meet the kor pearly n sarah
didn't meet wei zhong also todae
den went church by shuttle bus
after church den justin jons n qi ren went away
nv sae bye to mii
bad
den i go hme...
sianx..
hate todae...
lyfe sucks
sure mani pple wil agree wif mi sia..
was abit excitin todae la
early in e mornin come sch
den went to econs lesson
blastin songs in my ears e whole lessons
*boring*
den mi skip physic
went to library wif justina n linette
den mi went down wif justina n her fren
they wanna pon sch
there got secret tunnel
den i tried goin down into e drain too( ish digustin i noe.. but ish dry drain la)
den wao.. tat guy dunno wad name tried to put mi out of tat drain
cux too high fer mi le
but i cannot come up too
den becux tat drain wall too rough
my albow bleed sia
haha
den i walk back sch lor( under e drain)
sch realli damn sianx lor
two security guard sch gate
wanna leave muz go find principal vice principal blex blehx blehx la..
waste time
den nvm
after gp lesson
linette suai ge(johnny) wilson mii
we went to nanyang poly
ya
then tat wilson go find gerfren-to-be
leave us half wae
damn
my jacket ish wif tat john lehx
forget to take frm him
ha
he steal my jacket
wahaha
bad
tmr alot pple goin city harvest wor
hmmm got
justin
linette
johnathan
qi ren
candice
sarah
then kor dunno goin anot
pray tat he can go
ben also sick
hope he can go also
tmr meetin pearly
tmr mi afternoon goin heerens makan first
then go down boon lay meet them
ha
hope i wil my mood wil be sunny tmr
feelin` of missin him isn't gud
feels terrible
miserable
but i can't help
jux keep missin him
memories of mi n him came to my mind
pen off` missin him....
nt seeing u ish a torture
wad wil i do without you
if we can eva be 2gether
i wil whisper it millions of times to u
saein i lurve u ``
hmmm
as usual
nv go fer ani lessons
haha
dunno why i go to sch fer also
todae saw tat "gao xing" again
ha
damn alike lor
was learnin how to play guitar
haha
early in e mornin play
mark cud play so damn wel sia
*envy*
ha
damien also noe how to play
den johnathan(suai ge) haha
teach mi how to pluck e guitar
haha
nice guy
den went to guitar clZ
haha
someone look realli alike as qi ren arhx
fridae sarah johnathan they all sae wanna go city harvest leix
wao
hopeless realli wor
ya
den after guitar club
sent to play basketball outside sch wif johnathan justina n two shaun
haha
we play ABC
then at e end of e game
jonathan already completed e game
n i stil at e first place sia
like wax figure like dat sia
haha
paisae sia
den justina take my fone take multi shots of john playin basket ball
so diaox
haha
ya den go hme le lor
quite fun lahx
tmr got nypoly open hse leix
dunno got go anot leix
haha
tot of him came to my mind todae
durin chinese lessons
haha.. miss him bahs`
went far est jux now
jux reach hme
went wif gugu
hmMm
bought two tops one pure milk skirt one PINK bag
yEa sO hApPi sia
ermx
todae had fun in sch
first time sia
didn't attend ani lecture
slp at physic cls
full blast music durin tat clz
someone looked like Gao xiNg sia
todae i saw in sch
den so funi
we all took turns to take foto wif him
haix
realli 80% look like gao xing leix
ha
took foto wif suai ge(my clz) too
ha
diaox me leix
nothin to do mahs
tmr i bring guitar to sch
guitar trainin tmr
yea
learn how to play guan hui fang shi
kor ytd heard mi play guitar luff at mi sia
bad leix
jux learn ytd mahs
now broke le
fridae stil muz pay money fer tat journal
ha
i go plant money now
hee
cold joke
if oni i cud tel him
tell him how much i wanted him
how much he means to mi
but i predicted the outcome
outcome of wad wil happen
even if we r together
later break sia
den heart broken
another time i gonna lost someone i hold on so dearly
haha.. excuse
nahx.. if oni it wil happen..
*dReAmeR*
at least i can stil luff now
tata` pen off.. .. ..
now conversation with baoling minyang derrick kor..
ha
ya
went to c church of singapore sia..
nice
then went to courts
find bed
gonna shift hse le
nahz
nothin to blog lahx
ha
til here bahx.. =)
ahHa.. sianx arhx.. blog again lorx.. later shld be goin church bahx.. haha.. mi wanna find "first lurve" de score leix.. dunno where to find sia.. maybe later lahx.. stupid sch.. later got pe.. sae wil end 3 plus.. bluff de lahx.. drag til 4 plus five de.. haha.. my leg injured stil wan mi go pe.. realli worst then hell leix here.. haha.. ermx.. now listenin to "sun wu kong" may5 sing de bahx.. haha.. ytd made a stupid mistake sia.. forget to take contect lens out, then like dat slp sia.. haha.. *hannah.. tot u become perfect vision le arhx.. dumb leix* haha..
ya.. tat kor kor roy roy arhx.. sae wad in my blog nv mention his name.. so i shall rie somethin gr8 abt him here bahx.. hmmm..treat gerfren very gud wor(angela jie=hapi angel) haha.. ya.. drive her to work.. then drive her home wor.. then arhx.. stil go her hse help her do hsework.. ehx.. ya.. stil help her record song.. arhx.. yaya.. noe wad u pple r thinkin.. tis guy rare species ahx. haha.. kor.. u muz gimme money le.. mi rie u til so gud sia.. haha.. wen married arhx? invite mi lehx.. to ur church weddin party.. haha.. ya.. always help mi last time.. wen i'm in trouble.. haha.. mi always get into trouble mehx.. ehx.. dunno lahx.. thanks aniwae.. haha..
tag til here bahs.. haha..
miss him alot alot.. no words to describe bahs.. =(
*meAniNfuL*
another dae ish gone
i'm stil all alone
how cud tis be
ur nt here wif me
u nv sae gud bye
someone tel mi why
did u haf to go
and leave my world so cold
everydae i sit n ask myself
how did lurve slip away
somethin whispers in my ear n says
tat u r nt alone
for i m here wif u
though u're far away
i'm here to stay
wad r memories
wen i can't be wif u
wen all e whole world rejoice
wen i cry and wonder why
fated? yea.. i guess so too..
slackin everydae here
in yjc
now bloggin again
hmmm
sick of it lehx comin here everydae
arhx
maybe things wil get beta
haha
dreamin'
*pessimistic*
arhx.. dunno wad all my frens r doin now
thinkin of waes to skip lecture after tat
haha
ermx
shldn't complain
god plan tis path fer me
=)
i shldn't apply fer first three months sia
shikin keep tellin me she misses shawn
haha
nothin to sae sia
haha..
shawn got miss anione wen he ish at usa mahx..
haha..
hmMm..
wishin lyfe wil get beta soon
ha..
someone organise gatherin lehx
then we can all get together le..
where ish yet wei
our treasurer fer 4 years..
ha.. go home then continue.. =)
haha
tryin to blog tis b4 twelve
mp3 recover le
tmr go sch can slack le
haha
now listenin to zhang dong liang ji mo bian jie
nice
very nice
haha
feelin kinda down leix
low morale again
haha
hmMm
ah ma discharge le todae
bling come back singapore le
ya
tat's abt it
somebody who has the song " if tmr nv comes" and "all or nothin" pls send mi
xie xie ^^v
haha
in sch now
nothin to do mahx
so online blog bahx
so funi
realli hope i wil look fine
then can go church on fridae
dunno later shld i go hospital find ah ma
haha
too filial le lahx mi
haha
how ish he arhx now
wad ish he doin
haha
shld be workin bahs
haha
korkor
u sick ok le mahx
take care wor..
and the tots crosses my mind
the song " if tmr nv comes"
haha
so meaninful
juZ tat if i leave tis world
maybe wad i wil regret the most is nt tellin him how important he ish to me
haha..
realli miss all my sec sch frens
here i am hell
wad shld i do
haha
sianx
people playin tennis
and here i am bloggin
pity me lahx..
skip sch today.. yea.. doc fee oni 6.80 sia.. gud.. haha.. but tmr cannot skip le leix.. haix.. hate my face now.. wen wil i become normal.. haha.. lyfe realli sucks leix.. wao.. msn 7 realli nt gud de.. keep hang de.. wad sia.. ha.. hmMm.. bling tmr come back xin jia po le.. haha her dear sure miz her also.. mi no dear.. haha.. nvm.. wil find one one dae.. waitin.. haha.. my tag board so gao xiao de leix.. wao.. miss pple all tag my board.. but all nt miss mi.. ha.. bad.. hope my ah ma wil well soon.. nothin to rie le.. tata.. heez.. miss himn alot...
i'm all out of lurve
i'm so lost without you
i noe u were rite
believin fer so long...
there r times it seems to me,
i'm sharin u wif memories,
i feel it in my heart but i dun show it,
and then there's times u look at me,
as though i'm all dat you can see,
those times i dun believe its right,
i know it know it,
dun make mi promises baby u nv did noe how to keep them well...
wen i think back on these times,
n the dreams we left behind,
i'll be glad cuZ i was blessed to haf u in my life...
all my love,
i'm holdin on fer eva,
reachin fer a love tat seems so far,
so i sae it in a pray'r,
n hope my dreams wil take mi der,
wen the skies r blue,
to c u once again my love...
haha.. nothin to do remb some nice lyrics..
hmMm.. went to service todae..wif pearly and kor derrick.. haha.. had a wonderful time.. hapPi birthdae gurlx my mei pearly.. haha.. pastor kong son came to earth le wor.. hmMm.. in glen eagle hospital.. then i tot haha.. mi and eagle very you yuan leix.. haha.. ermx.. mi also born in glen eagle hospital. then in sec sch went into a eagle freak principal sch.. haha.. so long nv blog le.. yea.. everydae come back frm sch then sianx le.. realli dun like yjc lor.. sick of it sia.. haix... tmr mi nt goin to sch bahx.. go c doc get mc.. haha.. wanted to appeal to pjc, pei yet wei.. haha.. but appealin date over le.. so sad..
dunno how ish he le wor.. hmMm.... tat dae saw him. haha.. but wad shld i sae.. hmMm.. haha.. realli dunno wad to sae le.. wad ish the outcome of my waitin?? anione can tell mi mahx.. haha.. cuZ i realli dunno.. yarx..wish to let him noe tat i wil be prayin fer him always.. =) tat's e oni thing i can do bahx.. blog next time bahx..
god bless everyone of my friends.. =)
haha.. went to yjc ytd.. early in the mornin 6 plus met shikin ytd.. at ut mrt staiton then went sch.. met mani new frens.. ermx.. ya.....my ogl(orientation grp leader), justin stil quite gud sia.. ya.. durin our ice breakin.. he sae my uniform very familiar.. so keep callin my name.. ya.. quarrel den noe him le.. haha.. lame sia.. frens there ain't friendly.. haha.. tmr goin back unity leix.. dunno wad cca openin sia.. hope can see him tmr.. so long nv see him le.. haha.. but dunno he wil go anot lahx.. jj fever wor.. take care wor.. kor.. u too.. also sick.. everyone also take care wor.. miss all my sec sch frens.. haix.. four years there.. all became memories le.. yet wei.. bling, kuei ni, jin hui, kaiwei.. all muz take care ok. miss all of u.. =)
hmMm..so mani things happen tis past few daes.. but dunno why i was kinda depressed. isit becuZ the year 2004 ish gone.. or isit tat i do nt know if i am able to take up the life in jc or poly bahx.. dunno leix. or was it becuZ of him.. how i wish i cud spent the count down session wif him leix.. ha.. new year eve i went to chc fer service as usual. ben, pearly derrick went too.. hmMm.. was fun, very powerful wen pastor kong preach, tellin us to plan fer the new year.. hmMm.. then i receive some present bahx. but think i nv gave ani present to anione oni gave to sis felicia. haha.. receive a op pants frm kor.. hmMm.. one pig frm sis juliet, one nike blur ankle sock and a blue note book from sis yvonne, one nice card frm ben, 35 edison post cards frm pearly.. ha.. $40 frm grandpa, pink top and demin skirt frm mama, haix, papa nv give mi anithin.. i mean real de lahx, tat fake daddy cofirm wun gimme anithin de lahx. ha.. thanks fer all e people who msg mi happi new year wor.. hmMM.. think got ah ling jie, chou xin yi, wei zhong, bling, hon ying, alex tang, kai bing, skikin, ming yang.. haha.. wun forget ur de wor.. hee..saw kai sheng aka tuition teacher on fri, he dye his hair.. haha.. yea. then took foto wif him, haha.. but nv see gerald lehx.. hmMm.. then after fri service, we as in the church members all went to key poh there to count down, haha.. yea. then ben's dad sent us to mrt station then take mrt hme, lucky mrt extented, haha.. the next dae went to grandma hse in the mornin lehx, yea.. hmMm.. then gugu they all sae ytd count down then no voice leix, now sick, haha.. then mi went down to cell grp, yea.. after cell grp then went to ben's hse warmin leix, ha.. his hse was nice.. hmMm.. his mother was rather ncie too.. saw korkor roy roy, adrain kor again.. haha.. yea.. then after tat went hme le lor.. ytd went hme, everyone slp le. then i went there was half bottles of red wine lehx.. then i took out and drank one cup.. wao. onecup enuff to kill mi lehx.. then i went to bed lie there think of alot of things. ha.. yea.. realli alot of things.. tmr goin to yjc.. i see how ish the environment lor. haha.. that's all bahx..
yea
todae orientation wif new clz
got to noe some new fren
dival, cheryl, pualgine, johnathan or jenson(dunno which one ish his name), fu lu shou( three tall guys cuz they always sit ard, nv do anithin de, etc
we grp 18 play games wif grp 17
haha
was fun sia
grp 17 gotta do duck walk cuz of us
yea
but conclusion ish we lost more games then them bahs
haha
gao xing ish in grp 17
yea
but wao
nv realli participate in games de
jux like online
always brb
haha
durin game
he always disappear de
sianx sia
typin blog now at the time of 1.25 on a tue mornin
cuz jus now fell aslp
durin 9 plus
was realli tired bahs
haha
dun think i get to slp le lahx
sorri guyz
those tat online todae tat i always chat de
mi fell aslp sia
haha
so sad
DIDN@T ONLINE JUX NOW
jux read some sms
kiwi msg mi
ask mi why i back off todae
wen i see gao xing talkin to him
haha
dunno
scare bahs
shy
paisae
haha
diaox...
blehx blehx blehx lahx
haha...
tata`
dunno later wanna go sch anot sia
haha..
til here bahs...
hannahFOO
17+
oct 11th
millenia institude
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friends
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.Audrey.
.Baoling.
.Benson.
.Emily.
.Gavin.
.Jacq.
.Jamie.
.Jin hui.
.Jun jie.
.Kenneth.
.Kai ngee.
.Patricia.
.Pearly.
.Yet wei.
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