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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

ytd kor ask mi why pple in MI sae i look so ah lian
hahax
i also dunno
jux serid
like de first dae i go sch
no one dare tok tu mi sia
i dun think all gers wif long and straight hair shld be labeled as ah lian lor
not fair sia
hahax
but i dun care ler
hahax

so sianx todae
go bt batok de mac slack`
at hme also nuthin tu do sia
ahhax
so go mit korkor
hahax
den biao ge also come mit us
actually goin imm de
but aunt come mah hse
so no choice go hme lor
ate chicken fold over fer dinner
**nICe**
joseph sae tmr wanna go out anot
hahax
but i got one stupid big pimples on mah face leix
hows.. hahax.. l8r tmr he see he luff sia
wad eva lahx.. dunno tmr wanna go ice skate anot leix//
see how bahs..
tata`

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Monday, May 30, 2005

sooo long nv update blog ler
ahha
todae went to bugis wif yong wei
buy tank top again
tink i can ell tank tops ler
very fun sia
got bugis junction dun walk bring mi go bugis villiage
hahax
den went jude hse visit kor n biao ge
transfer songs to mp3
cux yw wan go mit her dar dar lahx
always like dat de
3 quater of de time tel mi abt alex
hahax
ytd went to esplanade n fountain of wealth wif kai wei n jude
realli had fun
i realli like the sky garden at esplanade
hahax
god pa treat mi eat at shang - gala(dunno hw tu spell lahx) ytd
wao
food was fantastic

stupid sia
got three pimples on mah face
tmd
arghx!!!!!
kenneth stil got nerve ask mi hw to rid pimples
nv die b4...

liz gonna fly ler
wed
gonna miz her jokes
hahax..

tata~

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Friday, May 27, 2005

had fun todae
went to dinner at dunno which hotel leix
near ps de
bride very chio lahx
biao ge happix ler wor
hahax
nothinn to blog now adays
hmmm
chew wei arhx
dun sad hao ma
i mean u haf to lett go of some things in life
wad's ur ish urs wad's not urs dun hold on ler
life wil get beta somehow
dun dwell on de past ler
guyz r guyz
no matter wad..
cheer upp!!!!!

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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

met yong wei at bus stop
as usual
late again
hahax
todae's pe's fun

after sch we stayed in clz fer awhile
hahax
den limin bring curler 2 sch
n they were curlin mah hair
wad sia
i swear i won perm mah hair tis life sia
hahax
den went to toa payoh stadium fer sport's heat
heats oni whole sch haf to go
best part ish we haf to travel frm bt batok al de wae to toa payoh sia
how *nice of de sch
went long john makan
wao
food also darn *nice sia
arghx
tink i wil die young if i stay in dat sch
in stadium
i took revenge
hahax
*sorri jacky, meant tu b eh joke la.. *
but quite fun..

after heats
kai wei went tu mah hse
change cuz she wanna go out wif *ahem
hahax
fren oni lor
den after dat went tu mac makan wif aunt
think i gonna becum pig soon..

**wil i see u again, n i miss u so, n I nid tu noe, will u wait 4 mie**

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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

todae late fer sch again
but not mah fault l er
waited fer yong wei
den miss last bus
wei da bahs
*yong wei gonna cry ler**
hmmm
den alex tang n eng chuan also waited fer yong wei wif mie
so all late together
den reach sch
tcher sae those late first time can go back clz
i second time late ler
haix
so muz do sch service
dat moment realli very sad sia
cux one by one, mah bro n sis left mi
hahax..
left mi one person do sch service
they darn gud huh..
hahax..
den walk hme frm westmall wif jude
hahax
someone rie pig behind his shirt..
tata~

** if u n mi were together, together we'l be 4eva..i gotta believe.. dat de sun wil shine another dae**

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Monday, May 16, 2005

todae mi sick wor
muz b too late sleep ytd
hahax
watchin edison show ma
mah suai ge..
i'm realli obsessed over him n his hair..
hahx
so sign off earli frm sch
but reach hme cannot slp lehx
so transfer songs to mp3
den went out makan
jux reach hme.

dunno why gp so hard to rie sia
lucky mi n yw pass
hahax
but ish like 16.5/30
hahax
always tokin abt teen pregnancy, parent divorcin n stuff
i realli gort nottin to tok abt lehx

**memoris r juz `illusions_____ of de mind**

tilted bottle loses center of gravity, n falls...

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Sunday, May 15, 2005

went to prata hse at bishan ytd
jude sae i shld dumb all mahs memories there
hahax
since ytd was jux nice one month
yea
walk pass mani places
mani sad memories flashed back
walk pass de basketball court
hahax
den jude papa came pick us up
he tr8t mi eat at han's at far east
but so furni lahx
haf dinner wif his papa n mama
after dat they drive us to fountain of wealth
mi n jude go round de fountain like those auntie n uncle
hahax
den after dat went hme ler..
thx jude.. realli make mi happi ytd..

hmmm
todae mit jude
den walk to bt batok frm gombak station
wad sia
we wanna try see how long it takes
n it oni took like 15 mins frm mah place
den went juron pt
mit felicia n allan
bought famous amos cookies to eat
den went chruch fer service
after dat went to ah ma hse..
now watchin edison show wor
wao.. i love his hair !!!!!

TATA~

**cuz time wil pass mi by, maybe i'l nv learn to smile, but i noe i'l make it thru, if u wait fer mi... n all de tears i cry, no matter how i try, they'll nv bring u home to mi, wont u wait fer mi in heaven... **

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Thursday, May 12, 2005

todae's coolx
yw mention eh lame thingy
tel mi i shld buy a black highlighter..
hahax
confronted someone too
pissin mi off
he's so ham
after sch went to library wif limin n yong wei
den went to eat at kfc
went swenson eat ice cream
hao hao chi wor..
hahax
heard bout things happen btw jude n kaiw ei
haix
so went to church todae
dunno wad lahx
i also very fan ler
life goes on
but wil it get beta
haix..

tata`

**sui ran you shi nan mian hui xiang ta, ju ba ta dan cheng hui yi, bu zai qu xiang ta, ba ta dan cheng hao peng you, ge cheng ai guo de ren.. **

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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

as usual
met yong wei at bus interchange
i was late again
arghx..

pe was fun
played bb
but instead we play monkey
hahax
bb, jux ehx round orange ball

went down lot one wif yong wei kai wei alex tang n ronnie
hahax
jin hui bling yet wei siyan n bling playin at k pool
arghx
cant enter
wearin uniform sia
den we went to eat at thai restaurant(counted anot arhx)
hahax
yong wei n ronnie went hme
den went back unity sec
den mi bling went to yet hse
take uniform
mess up her hse
go her hse we started tryin her skirt
hahax
8 plus ler so took taxi hme..

somehow i realli miss sec sch life
haix
no stress de
no worries
noein dat pple wil always be there fer mi
jux now we were tokin about our past
tokin how we use to be
lookin at our prom fotos n neo prints
hahax..
but now also not bad la
got mani gud frenx in mi too
got one crazy de yw lor
hahax

blehx`

**xiang hui dao guo chu, shi zhe ran gu shi ju xu, zhi sao bu zai ran ni li wo er ju ...**

[[i love you]]*|10:13 PM|

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

todae soo furni
went to LT fer gp mass lecture
mi n yong wei sat wif ronnie n zhi hao as usual
we were tokin bout wen we first met zhi hao
hahax
the first thin dat came out of his mouth was
" i'm single but unavaible"
hahax
den yong wei reply dat she's
"attached but avaible"
hahax
**yong wei's gonna kill mi ler wen she c tis
den gp teacher was saein married couple shld give n take
man give, woman take..
hahax
after sch limin yong wei n mi went buy instant noodles back sch
cux got bridgin modules
but instead we were at library surfin net.
alex tang n kai wei went to look fer us den we went hme together
after dat went to westmall look fer gugu n ah ma..
had sakae sushi..
after dat qu go hme ler

its been almost a month ler bahs
time realli flies
sometimes, we realli cant control wad r we thinkin de
memories jux pop out frm ur mind. or shld i use de word heart
pple all tel mi to look forward
no pt turnin back ler
i noe i noe
but sometimes, u realli cant help it but turn n look back
becuz u miss de past bahx

**i'll always remb, it was late afternoon...
in places no one wil find, all ur feelins so deep inside,
it was den dat i realise, dat 4eva was in ur eyes
de moment i saw u cry.. **

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Monday, May 09, 2005

todae's gonna come to an end i guess..
very sianx
got Pe todae
mit yong wei at bus interchange
den go sch
saw ronnie on bus
took foto todae
auntie ask mi wear size 15 de shirt
wad sia
think i wore pajamas took mah individual foto
after sch went hme wif alex tang n yong wei
haha
yong wei go mit her beloved alex lee ler
dun care mi!
hahax
pei alex go buy rice
he bought two packet of rice
n sae he ish gonna finish everythin
cux he sae he nid to gain weight
20 more kg den over weight
wad sia
nutx ler he..
wad crapp`
hahax
i go buy ham, potato, tuna
cux tmr wan make sandwiches n potato salad fer clz mate to eat
feed yong wei
so she wont keep tokin
lolx
was tokin to her bout mah probs todae
cux was quite sad
hahax
she sae i shld go fer wad i realli wanted bahs
hahax
life's short..
think i muz fly to hong kong find edison chen ler
lolx
an wei wo zi ji*
aniwae.. life stil goes on bahs
chan ler
cant cope in Mi sia
tink muz transfer to poly ler
hahax
kor sae got yong wei make mi happi in clz i stil sad
shen zai fu zong bu zhi fu*
hahax
wed goin out wif jin hui yet wei n bling
maybe goin play pool wif xuan hao..
blehx`

**why do we nv know wad we've gort til its gone, how cud i carry on, the dae u went away, cuz i've been missin u so much i've got to sae, been cryin since de dae, de dae u went away-m2m**

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Sunday, May 08, 2005

dumb dumb yong wei
sae i nv update cuz i lazy
hahax..
actually ish nothin much to update
kenneth also
complainin i nv update
>.^

todae mama dae
bought flowers n foto plus frame gif mama
she sounded quite happi
dunno lehx
den went cause wae after goin ah ma hse
like ages since i last c mah ah ma
bought bag n shoe frm cnk
not bad lahx
white colour de
hahax

somehow i feel tat somethin's missin frm mahs life
dunno wad
everydae in clz i can luff n luff n luff
cuz of tat crazy yong wei
nv fail to brighten up mah dae
realli hapi to haf ya as mah best fren now ger..
but deep inside
i think i need some ans to life..
ish it de lost of love
frm mah frenx?
frm family?
or cux of tat guy?
tat guy reali tore up mah heart if he doesn't noe
n left mah world
hahax..
but i long knew its over ler
if it were nt fer mahs frenx by mahs side
yong wei.. jude.. alex.. tim.. felicia.. derrick etc and of cux god!
i dun think i wil be able to get on wif mahs life so easily
hahax..
everydae jux study n study
dunno wad teacher teachin also
tat dae skip physic lecture wif yong wei n li min
den kenna detention again
haix
do i realli look so ah lianx
why all tchers findin fault wif mi
wad sia..
hahax,..
suddenly.. i miz yet wei jin hui baoling they all
hahax..

jude.. i'm sori.. but i tot tis wae. ish beta fer both of us...

*zhong yu ming bai ni yi bian cheng hui yi, ... shi qu ni cai zhi dao yao dong de zheng xi - melody(tao ze)*

[[i love you]]*|9:05 PM|

Monday, May 02, 2005

hmmm
todae had fun
cux go far east shoppin
wif jude
arghx.. spent too much lerz
dunno why mama so gud
transfer money to mah account
hahax
bagz.. clothes.. even took foto todae
hahaz
hmmm
saw yet wei's swt heart
daniel n sherline at heerens..
den went down west mall
makan wif jeff n kenneth
after dat went walk in westmall den go hme lerz
tired but fruitful dae..
hee
tata~

*but i knew de very min, cudn't live mahx life wifout u in it n now i wan de whole wide world
2 noe, i'l go ani where fer u, anywae u ask mi 2, i'l do anithin fer u, anithin u wan mi 2-bsb*

[[i love you]]*|10:38 AM|