[[ loving you]]

Sunday, July 31, 2005

hmmm
finally can access the net at hme
coolx thin i guess

ytd went fer ptm
parent teacher meetin
horrible i guess
teacher was cruel!
told pat mama tata she mixed wid bad companies
namely mi n li min
one ish day dreamin queen.. while the other ish ah lian
guess the lather ish mi bahs
mi got two f sia..
coolx
nice wae of startin mah year one
soon.. like tim told mi b4 i enter Mi
i wil get kicked out one dae
yea
anione cud guessed it too
sissy chen also sae bout us usin hp in clz
waox
wad a nice guy
nvm
sha't tok bout it animor
gettin real bored..

i nid a change in luck thou`

saw tis quite nice
but doesn't mean a thin la
ahhax
[[ i miss u
like de dessert missin the rain
why do u haf to change
u don haf to be in a relationship to be in love
i'm lettin u gOo
cuz its beta tat wae
i don wan mah heart
smashed once again]]
tis thingy may appeal to mi months ago
but not now ler bahs

ytd so qiaox
saw yet wei
ahhax
n hui yu
in westmall
missin sec life
wishin i cud turn back the time
so no nid go thru so much thingy aft leavin sec sch
wen everythin was so pure n innocent then
wif no worries huh?
at least no one wil sae i look ah lianx
hai yox
sicked of tis comment..

korkor
sometimes wad i do ish fer ur own gud mahx
i reali hope ya wil be happi owaes
like i sae be happi okok
aft o level we go shoppin yarx

am i walkin the rite path?
i dunno
but i guess i am
cuz i'm contended
don bother wad others haf to sae
but i'm reachin fer tis heart
tis time =))

jin hui yet wei baoling
wen we go shoppin again??
kinda bored nows a daes..
maybe i go change mah friendster profile bahs..
tata`

[[i love you]]*|1:23 AM|

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

ahhax
now at gugu hse
she jus back frm thailand.

todae big thingy happen sia
mi n yong wei n kai wei in principal office sia
waox.
cuz mi lent yong wei fone in physic clz
den teacher saw
den confiscated it
waox..
so angry sia
den i oni sae wan mah sim card back oni
waox
also don wan gif back
so ahhax..
principal saw
den we tok
den rie letter then gif back ler lorx..
or else must call parent go take arhx?
waox..
if call mah parents i wonder wad the teacher's gonna sae sia
"ur child lent fone to fren.. so i confiscated it"
waox..
funi sia..

why did u contact mi again
ish it reali u?
wil things turn out to be the same again?
wil it be?
maybe i might stil tink
think of the things we use to do
think of the happi times
tink of the times we sing
but..
jus memories lahx
i'm just afraid its nt u
nvm
don wanna tink so much now..
i don tink it wil eva be true bahs
horx??
nahs..

[[ ming ming heng ai ni-` ]]

[[i love you]]*|8:13 PM|

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

ahhax
no one sae its ur fault
but don u find wad u r doin strange?
its not like she sae she hates u OR WAD MAHS
WHY THINGS HAF TO TURN OUT TIS WAE
MAYBE IT MIGHT BE IMPOSSIBLE LER LAH UR TWO
BUT COME TO THINK OF IT
SHE DID TRY LORX..
u dare deny?
maybe she didn't try hard enuff lahx
in ur eyes
but she leix
how u tink she feel
she tries reali hard ler lorx
nvm lahx..
ish ur decision bahs
wad ever it ish
no one hates u lahx..
jus tat we feel unfair to her mahs
hai yax..
nvm lahx..
its ok she sae
since u happi like dat.
all the best lorx..

wad's love
someone tel mi
sianx mah coms til down
how to make someone unhurt in love
its inevitable sometimes
but at least can minimise it mahs
gettin sick n tired of wad's call love
wil he be able to understand mi?
wil he?
maybe just holdin mah hands can make mi feel
at least beta?

[[i love you]]*|9:19 AM|

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

sianx sianx
so long nv type blog ler worhx
cuz jux shift hse
waox. room so big
mah old hse room like twice of its size leix
den at hme no internet de connection
very lazy go call the pple transfer leix
ahhax

hmmm
fail econs fail physic
waox
wad a nice wae to start a dae i suppose?
ahhax
chou yong wei
chou chou chou yong wei
bully mi ytd lahx..
gud horRr..

hmmm
don understand guyz leix
how can sae wil wait fer a ger til his last breathe
til she sae yes
den l8r sae " oh.. we cant be together bahs"
thou in love there's no rite or wrong
but arhx
tokin also muz got responsibility de bahs
how can like dat de
the ger fell fer him ler mahs
haix yax
why like dat de
=((
am i lucky?
but i noe its realli hard lettin someone go bahs
sometimes cant even lett go lorx
how to?
wen the person did not give u back ur heart
but keep stabbin n stabbin it wif actions?

maybe yi ge yong bao ne dai ti suo you..

korkorx.. thurs ur birthdae ler worhx
HaPpi biRthdAe wOrhx
mi in sch type tis thingy
so maybe thurs cant type ler
unless mi call up the pple
errr.. 1633.. blehx//
stupid starhub
so troublesome..

ermx..
korkor
ur birthdae can i make a wish?
hmmm
find mi one dao sao soon
kae?
ahhax..
den i can go out wif dao sao to shoppin mahs ^.<
u wil be mah korkor 4eva worhx..
u promise de
heex..

[[miSsin.euUu.like neVeRr.befOrRe. ii.wiL.lEtt.gOo. becUz.ii.luRrve.u.sOo ]]*

[[i love you]]*|4:15 PM|

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

wo cut hair le..
wa laox ehx.. >.<"
dun look like human lehx..
eerrrmm..... -.-"all the exam
fault la!!!!
faill,econs,fail physics.so sad
so cut hair lor... =D
enuff of crapz le

tmr catching movie..
cuz exam finally over haiixx..

hoping rainbows will soon
appear in the sky^^

Anthony kor kor. plz rest in peace
=)) i"ll be praying fer euu..

[[ever.since.the.day.euu.when.away.N.leave.mii.lonely.&.cold.mah.life.have.never.been.da.same...i.never.thought.tt.i.could.lurve.another.guy.so.much____]]

[[i love you]]*|8:56 AM|

Monday, July 11, 2005

she look at him..
she ask him if they wuld b together forever...
he told her..
forever is nothing...
they will b eternal...
she took his words...
they live in their own world..
one day...
she saw him wif another ger..
she den finally understood...
nothing is forever..

[[i m nt ur puppet... u cant control my life.. but we juz wish to b happy.. wif each other by our side..]]**

[[i love you]]*|7:02 AM|

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

hmmm
pe
late again
teacher kb again
wad sia
run almost twenty rounds leix
so cruel sia
i nv fast -.-
haix yax
very fan de leix
tink mah face got prob lahx
muz go do surgery ler lahx
every teacher findin fault wif mi
arghx

hmmm
todae attend opera again
quite entertainin hor yong wei
ahhax..
no lahx
jux hope u n him wil be happi together mahs
heex

dunno wad mah papa tinkin de leix
wao laox
sae mah piano very bulky
don wan bring to new hse
waox
den throw away mehx
wang ba dan
mah bao bei leix
=((
so bad!
DON WAN TOK TO HIM LER LAHX
arghx..
mah bear bear also
wa laox
i nt childish la
but arhx
i slp wif it de mahs
how can so cruel de
daddy!!!!!!!

ahhax..
come to tink bout it
lookin forward isit bad after all
mi n pearly
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mi writin on the sand at the beach
wen can i go there again
shout to the sea
everythin's tat within mi..

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mi n pearly...

[[truth's not within mi.. i'm tryin to face reality.. tryin hard tOo..]]**

[[i love you]]*|8:41 PM|

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

todae started off abit screwed uP?
err
sori worhx yong wei
cuz mi u late
ya la.. u most wei da..
ahhax
teacher saw mah face
den she shake her head
said "again arhx?"
ahhax
mi oni 2nd time late she sae til i like every dae late
but errr
i dunno leix
very gud ler leix
go sch 2 times late oni
i go out like ermx
got twice earli b4?
ahhax
okok
wil try to kick off the habit
but one thing's very furni lahx
teacher kb us
we kb back
teacher suddenly becum quiet
ahhax
den we kb more
err
so arhx be human
muz
REN!
ahhax

actually
ish quite easy de
to accept another person
all u haf to do ish lett go
ahhax
bet mani pple cant accept another one
cuz they cant lett go
cant lett go of their past
harsh lesson i haf learn
gud one
makin mi hate him
ahhax..
=))
i will!

and i wil be happi frm now on
happily eva after..
*muackx i love u*

[[i love you]]*|11:49 PM|

Sunday, July 03, 2005

beSt fRenx 4eVax..
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but if i die, i wil go hell first, so all mah frens can haf more chance to go to heaven bahs.. ahhax..
crappin againx..

yayax
true bahs
i shld nt always lock mahself in the room
god has already open the door
its up to mi whether i wanna walk out
i shld walk out of the room
and face reality
i'm be very happi =))

todae biao jie come singapore
she sae she stayin in kl de hostel now
den she sae her room mate ish her bf
wad sia
waox..
so much freedom
2 person one room
ermx.. ahhax...
enjoyin her life bahs
don tink she can study de lahx

[[ying wei wo sha sha de xiao zhe.. xiang qi ler ni-]]**

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