yea yea
at least now i feel free
i feel happi
i haf no troubles cloudin above mah head
hahax..
soaked in a pool of xin fu(kenneth sae de)
tink its true bahs=))
went to li min's bbq
saw liz
she had yellow painted finger nails
hahax
she look so coolx..
but she's leavin fer canada
(edison's hometown)
darn!
I WAN GO TOO..
wil miz her so much..
i asked her bf if he wil miz her
he sae tat he cant sae no..
but he isn't gonna gif her ani pressure
how nice..
hahax..
i wonder if i cud handle long distance relationship.
hahax
i nv wan it!!!!
hahax..
i had a reali gr8 time
i thank him n all mah frenx(kai wei.. li min.. pat.. blehx..) fer dat
and i wanna sae..
i realli love him..
=))
[[i'm prayin. i'l be wif u 4eva. n i noe i'l be dreamin of u tonite.. ]]
u tink ish very fun?
to make mi cry
bluffin mi tat u passed away?
u noe tat i stil care fer u
and yet u do tis to mi
is unlike wad a human shld do lorx
kor.. i used to respect u alot lor
but to tink u cud bluf mi tis..
u haf the rite nt to tok to mi
tink now i haf the rite to get mad too bahs
all the best den..
went town find him
he made jelly
=))
den went shoppin at wisma ^^
after dat went to tiong baru fer dinner wif mama..
the mini streamboat thingy..
finally found tis blue n pink de eye shadow..
hahax
kai wei
sorri worhx
cant pei ya todae
hahax
mis yea=))
oh ..
patricia
don sad yea
alex go cip 2 wks oni
heex
u tink he go there c michael jackson fren mahx
stil got who to see rite
smile!
at least got mi
i gong gong one
but also can make u happi
=))
tmr goin to bbq..
hopes everythin goes well
[[ if time can turn anticlockwise.. i'll not choose to noe u.. its easi to forgive.. but impossible to forget u.. ]]
i ate tis mini icecream ytd..
small small de..
and i haf the last bite =P
pple r gettin much cleverer
to invent tis
hahax.
went to k box wif bling yet jin n queeni
hahax
celebrate blings's birthdae
but.. it seems furni..
err
cuz bling kept singin those songs like
"the dae u went away.. or err colours of the wind"
hahax
maybe she go k box sianx ler lahx
so sing some not so pop songs
hahax
yet wei buy same shoe as mi
COPY CAT arhx
hahax..
we wil mit out some dae again..
hahax..
went to mit him fer dinner
ate han's salad n fish n chip
then we walk n walk n walk
hahax..
been long since we went out til so late ler
its realli diff being out in the nite
wen u can see all the beautiful lightnin on the streets of orchard road
and wen the nite wind just gently blow
hahax
even holdin hands and not speakin anothin feels like heaven..
[[eUu mAke mii sMiLe.. ]]
donated blood todae
it was coolx..
i mean.. there's not much pain mahx
hahax..
and they gave mi iron tablets fer soveniors
lols..
but now mah left hand no strength ler
first time mahs
hahax..
but wad's ironic to mi was dat the painkiller needle was even more painful den the donatin blood thingy sia..
nothin happen much
ytd went back to unity wif yong wei n kai wei
last time in sec sch so fun one
maybe everyone was innocent there then..
hahax..
todae got one person go ask yong wei fer her no.
hahax
her face blushed like hell
go fer wad ish best fer ya ok ger..
hahax.. =))
lala~ ask mi wad wil i do if mah bf carries another ger..
hahax..
i sae i wil kill mah bf =PpP
but wil he..
its just the beginnin
where i tot i might be in a story of a fairy tale..
**pleasantville**
hahax
but i'm believin in him..
i believe we can make it til the end..
tink tis might be interestin
but abit NC-16 sia
lala told mi de
[[virginity ish nt a dignity, its just a lack of opportunity.]]
becum in gp todae
teacher was discussin wif the topic-no sex, no drug - no danger of catchin virus
hahax
"havin casual sex and doin intravenous drug ish no diff frm swimmin at a beach u noe ish infested wif sharks, hence, swim at ur own peril.. if u muz, den make sure u bought insurance, can swim realli fast, n haf a lifeboat nearby.."
tis ish quite true lorx..
so arghx..
xiao didi xiao meimei arhx
don play play ahx..
hahax
[[life's a wonder.. next moment.. u r wif tat person whom might be someone u hate b4.]]
PE
i fail mah incline pull up
initially oni did 0
then second attempt
did 3
arghx..
how am i gonna survive in MI
maybe i'l go crazy soon
then
first time i handed it mah eng assignment
which i did it the nite b4
waox
i noe chee bork wanted to pat mah head
and sae " well done"
hahax..
his expression was werid
like don believe mi n pat handed up ler
oh ya
then i took jamas de ck eternity
n spray on yong wei
hahax
then in turn
she spray on mi again
hahax
the smell's unique
realli nice
then chinese lesson
wanteds to li siaox him,
den ask him lent again
he sae wao.. " waste mahs eternity arhx"
den make ehx furni face
oh yea..
he uses a esprite de towel
coolx huh
hahax
lotsa furni pple in mah sch sia
yea..
stil remb tan xiao uses his gasypi(dunno how to spell) de clay
as glue
to stick papers
hahax..
he bought mi sushi after sch
we went to xplore courts
nice tv
hahax
thenheaded to bt timah plaza see pets
hahax
just to wait fer limin n yong wei
hahax
they nv do physic lahx
see lahx!!stil got tat gua kai wei
hahax
somethin gr8 happen arhx
hahax
li min gr8 encounter which she wud nv forget tis lifetime
hahax(go ask her)
she n kai wei act opera
yea
kor(jacky) sae malu sia
mi n pat everytime in sch shout so loud
"KOR"
hahax
then i sae
"den call u dearie mehx?"
hahax
he sae "noOOooooOO"
hahax
korkor..
i'm sorri
n i sae it hundred million times
forgive mi n ... jude
we r stil waitin fer the dae
wen u wil come back to our life
n be our kor again bahs
=))
kai wei
thanks fer everything
remb
wen sad u muz call mi arhx
i sad i also call u
noe it hurts u tat i did all those stuff
but u also arhx
hahax
=))
oh yea
bling birthdae comin worhx..
tis sundae..
earli happi birthdae worhx ger!
i told someone
althou wad's past ish past
but we can make the past into present de
if we wan to
sometime ish just the emotion tat has taken someone over
tat forced someone to do undesirable stuff..
pple don get tied down in a relationship
they get bonded
heart's linked as one.
pat suddenly asked mi" wad actually r u nt happy wif jude"
thou i pretended to be "siaox"
i was actually pounderin over tis qn
wadever he does, he tried to make mi happi
makes mi feel dat he cares
makes mi feel loved
maybe i haf been a lousy gf
but i'l try to be one
to show him n all of mah frenx dat i truly do mean wad i sae
dat i love him..
special thanks to mah bestie yong wei
*applause**
hahax
cuz she made a new blogskin fer mii
thanks worhx
cuz itS
[[EDISON CHEN.]]
just read the news papers
Edison real sis was caught handling drugs
AGAIN!
real sad case
cuz she isn't allow to be bail out tis time
till further notice
another sad thingy
mah estate three blks away frm mah blk
some one commited suicide ytd mornin
because she fall frm an extremely high level 28 floor
her body landed on the ground
while head at the second level
i pray tat she wil rest in peace!
YTD nite
went to marina south
wif him
i tot we cud fly kite ther
but sadly
ther's functions
so we headed to the steamboat area
and eat
oil splattered everywhere sia
yong wei
ur gud idea lahx
tink i bbq mah own hand sia
hahax
we cant finish everything
hence we dumped everythn back into the soup
then **RUN**
hahax
i was realli happi ytd
forgettin all mah worries=))
..time wil prove one thing bahs
dat mah heart fer u ish true..
regardless of rain or shine
i'll be there fer u..
kor
i didn't get attached once u left mi
i was wif him fer two month plus ler
but i kept it frm u
fer fear it might ruin our siblings relationship
but guess we both lost it bahs
how hard i kept it frm u
jude also did his best
he isn't happi too
but he tried his best
so u cud be happi
all the things i did
tot cud savage our relationship
if ever things might come to tis stage
but u r always thinkin its all fer mah own gud
no it isn't totally..
pls understand kor.. =))
went to sim lim wif him n li min kai wei n pat
then went to slack` at bugis junction
sorri guys
pat n kai wei
i didn't mean to do wad i did
cuz in the past
but cant help it
i do wad i did
and i feel damn hurt ytd
forgive mi!
i'm copin..
i'm happi to haf ur by mah side.
just lie on his shoulder todae
he just stood in front of mi
we spoke nothin
i was too sad to face him
or dunno how to
finally
he asked mi wad happen
again n again
didn't noe wad i was doin
i love him
but i dunno how to open up mah hearts to him
was on the verge of cryin
til he offer mi a warm embrace
tellin mi everythin wud be fine
things wil stil be the same between us
i was at a lost of words
tot he wud be unhappy
in the end i told him wad reali happen
i'l be lovin u more then ytd
and less then tmr =))
thanks fer everything..
had a fun dae ytd
hahax
went to his aunt place
cousin celebrate bdae
err
food damn nice lahx
hahax
sity hall was packed like sardine
cuz of national dae mahs
" happi birthdae to u singapore!"
went to tis petal restaurant
near city hall ther
had our candle lite dinner
hahax
but sadly
missed the fire works
heard was very beautiful
but nvm
thers always next year..
fer both of us to see together bahs=))
seriously
i do love him now
cuz he manage to show mi wad a real guy shld do
to make a ger melt her heart
and change the perception tat all guyz doesn't treat a ger seriously
hahax
warms mah heart to noe dat ther's a guy tat truely loves mi
somedae wen an angel appear in mah life
and ask mi wad wud i wish fer
i wud wan a guy tat guy who truely loves mi to be wif mi 4eva
nv let mah heart break again
i wan him to be the one.. =))
li min arhx..
don hold on ler hao mahs
he's tearin up ur heart dae by dae
lett go
and u wil find true happiness
it happened to mi
dear ger
u r great=))
u deserve beta
hahax
[[ ur like a dream came true`**]]
korkor
tink til tis stage ler
i also dunno wad to sae or do
don wanna sae " ur be mah kor 4eva in mah heart no matter wad"
cuz its too hurtin
fer both u n mi
i'm sad too (whether u believe it or not)
i haf mah reasons fer doin everythin de
everytime u consoled mi
wen i am down
cuz of jj.. gao xin or sam
i realli appreciate everythin u haf done fer mi
numerous memories lorx
just usin ur hp to take pics alone
hahax
but since u choose to leave
don tink i haf the right to stop u ler
cuz its diff now
i cant gif u the happiness u wan
i am oni be ur mei
but u don wan tis happiness
nvm
study hard fer ur os bahs
jus fufil tis one wish
fer mi
other promises i wont care ler yarx
all the best
i'l welcome u back anitime kor=))
aft u haf reali tot thru...
rainbows wil form soon
fer mi n fer u
i'l be happi
i tink so..
ytd was so fun
went orchard
bought mah havaianas slipper
brite pink de worhx
hahax...
err
watch "the truth about love"
quite nice lahx the movie
saes about a ger n her hubby
cuz her hubby ish always busy wif his work
no time fer their sex life
hahax
so in the end she fell fer her hubby's best fren
hahax..
took neo print
then went taka delifrance makan
waox
dunno wad happen sia
change alort leix
ate pizza wif him
so happi
we share one pizza
n ice-cream
then went hme ler
so glad
at least i am more happi now
2 months ler
thanks fer makin mi so happi everydae
[[tian shan de yan lei - ta hao xiang dong wo de xin shui`]]
err
went westmall buy lotsa stuff
missin someone
badly?
ahhax
sch pourin in e mornin
so cold
shiverin all dae
cuz all lessons in leture theatre
waox
sch playin prank on us isit
big hot dae in clz rm
so big rain gif us aircon rm
waox..
maybe everythin happens fer a reason de
now i lookin at mah room de wall
why pink in colour de i wonder
ahhax
sianx sianx
teddy told mi unity won dunno wad finals in table tennis
waox
coolx leix
i leave unity ler then they win
ahhax
all frens ard mi
mood very down
limin yong wei...
dunno lahx
i noe
sure pms rite
ahhax
actually
nothin to be sad bout wad
sad fer 60 s
u lost 1 min of happinness
lalala~
love changes a person
but stil u cant change a demon into a prince
tat's wad i read frm an article
love's not like fairy tale
it shld be a reality thingy
as if
bitter. sweet. sour. hot.
yea..
like dat then fun mahs
kor
i dunno wil come to tis ti bu
i nv wanted it but
nvm bahs
all the best fer ur exams thou=))
do well fer ya exams
i'l be prayin fer ya always
^^
[[ things started to change a lil' like the world's startin to haf colours again.. i tink i love u.. more n more each dae^^]]
went town todae
cuz pat wanna buy pressie fer her beau
ahhax
then bought black shirt lahx..
frm fourskin
[prayin alex wont see tis entry]
ahhax
pressie meant to be surprise de mahx
then walk n walk
guyz..
thanks alort
i'm fine now
dad's fine too
ahhax
he's sleepin like a pig..
i'm fallin deeper n deeper in u...
ish tis mah destiny.. =))
err..
went to try contact lens
somethin like trial pair la
at westmall wif pat they all
ahhax
first they sae i no degree
den they sae wad 75 n 25 degree?
huh..
dunno leix
so in the end took 100 n 200 degree
i told pat..
love ish simple
hen jian dan de
but its people whom made it so complicated
by Comparin
rite?
but who don compare?
lalala~
things seems to haf change
everythin in mah life seems to haf shifted to another planet
like i sae
SEEMS to haf shifted
but reality
i am stil in tis dull borin world
dunno am i runnin away frm those frightful times
i dunno..
but but.. wad can i ever do..
finally.. time ish healin mah soul
so maybe i'd be beta off tis wae
kor
told u ler
no one else wud be mah kor
jude cant be mah kor
don tink i shld even sae sorri
i haf said it too mani times
and i didnt take his money even wen i nid it
pls understand
u tink i nv tink of callin u?
nv tink of goin to find u?
nv tink of msgin u?
ur mah kor u noe
but if i continue to do all tat
wad wud u tink
i don wan gif u false feelins
jude treats mi well
i noe tat
but i nv did mention stuff like u ill treated mi
i nv!
like i sae
i'm hapi to haf a bro like u
if i sae anithin tat hurt u now
how r u gonna study fer ur exams u tel mi..
i nt wei da
but if u fail ur o levels cuz of her
worth it ma
kor
maybe..
u shld save ur tears fer someone whom wont make u cry...
[[ is tis how it end wif a simple telephone call, u left mi here wif nothin at all - `]]
hannahFOO
17+
oct 11th
millenia institude
Him
my hamsters`
friends
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Eating
sleeping*
[[*my wishes*]]
<3
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.Audrey.
.Baoling.
.Benson.
.Emily.
.Gavin.
.Jacq.
.Jamie.
.Jin hui.
.Jun jie.
.Kenneth.
.Kai ngee.
.Patricia.
.Pearly.
.Yet wei.
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