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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Was a short but great day at suntec todae
went fer lunch at the foodcourt
having handmade noodles which
we craved fer =))
then went to play DDR , but
saw this machine filled with
soft toys , and she said she wanted
one of it. so tried mah luck,
prayed to god tt i could catch it.
suprisingly i caught it with just $2
hahax . she was sooo happi n jumped
n hugged mi Image hosted by Photobucket.com

^^ i was so
happi too tt i could make u happi darling^^
then went to
play our DDR.
todae was a draw hahax..
( will do better the next time darling)
then the dae ends here as we took mrt
home ^^

blogged: by jude

[[i love you]]*|7:11 AM|

Sunday, December 25, 2005

tis year's xmas was so fun
when the clock striked twelve
everyone startin sprayin snow frm snow cans
(he bought 48 cans)
hahax,
even him spray at me!
arghx
but, stil
i reminisce the time spent together ytd
somehow
everythin was so pure
our relationship
the look frm his eyes
it jus looked so true
dunno how or wad ever
i cried
while lying on his shoulder
its been long, since i've seen him again
ytd
dunno why i cried
was it becuz of wad he had prepared fer mi ytd
or was it be cuz i was afraid of our future
both?
but more on the latter
wad wil i do without him
the thoughts jus keep crossing my mind
i love him more then any words could describe
but, some how past can cause gr8 impact on the future
i believe no one can forget it either
ima not dwelling back
ima jus thinking la.
hahas,
jus very happy to have him
to me,
he's a prefect sweetest bf =D
thanks for everything dearest!
to forget everythin tat's in the past
then he piggyback mi back to the end part of esplanade
wher his father sent us back hme
time:2 plus in the mornin..

[[i love you]]*|6:46 AM|

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

woke up early in the morning
guess wad
my mother ask if i wanted to dye hair
cuz she wanted to
so we went to salon
hahax,
and hightlighted our hairs
but i can only highlight a few strands
next year sch reopen
and i haf to drag myself to sch again
waox
sianx
oh well
wad can i do?

praying fer x'mas eve to come quickly
i'll be having dinner at some
hotel near victoria street
wif jude and his parents
wahax,
then we can go party ~

something's not rite
-

[[i love you]]*|5:44 AM|

Sunday, December 18, 2005

very fan now
dunno for wad.

went to the camp
i tot maybe i cud see if we wil stil haf a chance
to be siblings again
hahax,
but the way i see
its not possible bahs
no way
let's not play game anymore
i wont hold on to the tot tat i wil call him
korkor anymore
i don disturb him, or msg him, or bother him
tat's all i can do,
think that's the best solution
to end off all those thoughts tat i have in my mind
that one day we can be siblings again
..

all the best to him and his future.
i thank him for everythin he did for mi once.
yea,
..

very chilldish i noe
tis entry's like some small kidd
small gal,

hmmm..
having a fragile heart,
doesnt mean u r weak
i believe i am strong,
at least i can be
when jude's ard..
i love him loads
dunno how long we can last
at least ima happy
now-
who noes the future.
haiix..

[[i love you]]*|6:52 AM|

Monday, December 12, 2005

somehow
one innocent incident
can relate everythin back to the past..
tinking back
i was truely happi
we went to church together
we ate anderson ice cream together
we window shopping together
but why things doesn't always turn out the way u wanted it to be.
but i am happy
he stil remembers me.
i want him to know
i miss him alot alot..
hahax,
i stil miss him
my older kor =D
hoping to talk to him again..

CHC finally shifted to expo
but to me
CHC ish my past too.
i'm not backsiding,
i'm just not returnin to CHC
i stil love GOD,
the way GOD loves mi.

tink i saw joseph ytd,
if i'm not wrong
i stil tink his hair style rocks!
hahax,

one last thing,
dearest,
i love u loads..
=D
thank you for everything..

ps:i gonna be the top DDR dancer one dae.
=X

[[i love you]]*|8:08 PM|

Friday, December 02, 2005

next wk,
ima goin jude's attachment restuarant to eat wif mah parents
support him mahs
mah papa likes jude leix,
don like mi ler..
wonderin wad the outcome wud be,
wil he knee down
take out one ring
and sae
" wil u marry me?"
hahx..
then mah parents wil
"oh.. yes.. yes.. u can tak emah daughter's hand!!!"
hahaha~
sorri..
i abit mad ler..
aniway,
ima fine ler,
thanks so much tis 2 daes,
wen i was sick..
*applause**
hahax~
so happi
woo-la-la..
but i jobless?
how?

[[i love you]]*|6:47 AM|