[[ loving you]]

Sunday, June 25, 2006

I thought i would be able to fly. But the thought that my holiday is just going to end in a few hours time tore the wings off me. Suddenly, thoughts turned to a dream, as i see the candles burning rapidly, reaching the end real fast. The aroma of the candle just slowly disappear. By the time i wake up from this dream, i'll have to drag myself to school already. Lols, time flys.

I'm not the kind of person who will show my inner feelings. Maybe till my limit? Lols, i know that for a relationship to work out and continue, there should be trust and love. I should be contented. I have my boy who would encourage me always. Friends, from my class, Msn, church, secondary sch etc. Why is my life feeling so incomplete then?
Real friends, who will stick to each other, or talk on the phone for hours? i think real friends dont always have to say everything to each another in order to make their presence known. I guess presence should be felt. I know when is she feeling down, but does that means i'm her best friend? for that, i really dont know. Lols, i'm like so pessimistic, maybe its because of her, because she's just matters to me. We are still in talking terms, for all that matters...

<3

[[i love you]]*|5:59 AM|

Friday, June 23, 2006

In a blink of an eye, my holiday is ending. Soon, misery will start to get the better half of me, my mood and everything. So wanting to be like a little girl crying to her mother, "arghx, i don wanna go to sch mom, i've not been studying for my exams." Lols, sounded real crap but i think i might just try telling her on sunday night. Lols. Wth, Actually, no big deal what, Just go to the clinic and get two weeks Mc(ya right, as if the doctor wil be so retarded to give me) Hee. Anyway, my holiday is so plain, i have just realised. No party, no beach games, no chance to visit tokyo or the Disneyland in Hongkong etc. Just some k-box sessions, shoppings, pool, movies and date everyday ? and yea, my holidays are ending just like that. Actually, its kind of predicted that my holiday will be so boring. I don't like sun tanning, camping/hiking can kill me, and i don't go "chiong" (mummy say no good!) Lol, i think sleeping is the next best alternative for me, besides going Shopping everyday because of GSS(everywhere in town is so packed as if all the shopping malls wil shut downafter GSS).

I miss the times when we would rush down to the neopint machines to take neoprints after school. Life was great then, except that my pocket money is just 5 bucks a day and my results never cause my parents to be proud of me. But, all doesn't matter because i have her.To me, she's pretty, hot, cute, kind etc, anything that a girl would ask for. I enjoyed going out with her, love choosing presents for her birthday, doing anything that she would be happy. (i'm straight and attached by the way) . I do all these because she's my ~~good~~ best friend. However, maybe its because now that we are both matured and have different way of thinking, hence small misunderstand now cause us to sway apart easily. People say true friendships last forever. She's my ever true friend, and i believed i was once her true friend. Maybe my name no longer rings in her heart, maybe i'm no longer the "me" she used to think. No one, not me or her, could be blame, i guess. She has her friends now, i have mine. But who can help me convey to her that she's stil the no. 1 friend that i've always look upon to? i miss her, i just do...

[[i love you]]*|1:24 AM|

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Well, i'm back again, and i guess this past few days have been great. Anyway, i've just cut my fringe again, and it feels like i'm getting ready to go school next week. Wth. I'm not even ready for the MYE.

Talking about this, I guess many people know the right path to success, but how many people actually follows? People shouldn't steal, shouldn't conduct audultery, shouldn't lie or murder, but people still walk on the wrong path. After a break up, why does one still pinned for him or her? When it could probably just lead to tears and sorrows? There was once i had just broke up with someone i had given up so much things for. I felt so down, and i thought the world might just came crashing down on me the next second. One day i read this, "why bother about someone... who doesn't even bother about you?" I guess this sentence kind of pulled me out of misery.

girl, i hope u are fine =D
miss u!

Got to go,

Am i as cute as the two dolls?
lols..

[[i love you]]*|1:51 AM|

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Yipee,
i'm finally awake,
after the joy yesterday.
ai yo,
it was suppose to be a class gathering hur
but only me, ronald, audrey, mich and yong jie turned up
=X
but it was really fun.
Early in the morning,
we agreed to meet at habour front
then head to sentosa
We went Kayaking
So fun la
hees,
We packed out about evening
but the toliet so many people
=/
Night was also fun
i went shopping with alex and his two girl friends.
Lols,
but shops at marina square was almost closed
by the time we reached.
yea,
Reached home at about 12am.
Woohoo~

So cute right?

[[i love you]]*|10:00 PM|

Monday, June 12, 2006

Ok guys,
AmberJewels at *Scape (Behind Cineleisure) on 24th June, 1 - 7pm.
Support =)

Early in the morning
i woke up,
got nothing better to do,
went online and bugged people to sent me songs
Thanks kor!
but he stil uses Lime wire to dl songs
=X
Later police catch how?
lols, cursing him..
wahahaha~
Must be careful lah
ok..

i want to buy demin jacket
ARGHX!
cant find one suitable one
=)
and a white demin skirt
and a black leather belt
and the list goes on forever
lalala~
tomorrow going to sentosa!!
YIPEE~
(like no link?)

i've to go bath soon
have to go out later..
with my dearest
Lols..
Aww..
but so tired,
i'll go take a short nap first!

tata~

[[i love you]]*|8:22 PM|

Sunday, June 11, 2006

heys,
class outing on wed? happy.
Sun tanning session with O5S5,
hees, so Paisae!
=X
but planned with candy that I'm going out with her
because I've forgotten about that day.
Woohoo~
I'll tear myself into two.
lols...
well, I'm painting my finger nails now
*Bright Pink**
hees.
i miss my dear =D

[it takes 2 hands to clap, i guess]]

[[i love you]]*|11:28 PM|

Saturday, June 10, 2006

I earned fifty bucks yesterday! Lols, it was easy job though, because we just had to helped out in a company family day at NTU, and the best part is, we get real busy only when the event started at about 9am till 1pm. Lalala~ Audrey, next time if there is Lobang, must call me! Lols.. After that, I went shopping with my friends, and bought two sexy tops =D , hees. Think about 10 plus, I went to meet Jude <3>
Suntec city were having mid-night sales, however, we were both too tired, hence we went to the pacific cafe near city hall Mrt station, and slack there. After which, his parents came to fetch us home. So tired, but so fun! When i reach home, it was almost 2 am. Hees.

[[i love you]]*|8:49 PM|

Thursday, June 08, 2006

I didn't go for math lesson today. Lols, when i change my uniform, i crawled back to my nest and sleep. Head very pain arhx! hmmm, tomorrow i have to help out at ntu, till about 1pm. Baoling has to go for her CCA at simei, Jin, yet and kuei ni will sleep til about 12 plus, so settle, jin hui say meet at 2 pm? at jurong east? ok everybody? i kind of miss meeting bar, lols.
all right, tonight, after yet wei's paper, then we'll plan. i've got to study too. =( very sian.

[[i love you]]*|10:34 PM|

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

It was yesterday, till i finally realized what true happiness is.
Happy 1st year anniversary Dear !

<3

[[i love you]]*|6:58 PM|

Monday, June 05, 2006

If u stop liking a person u used to like
all u need to do is to close ur ears
but if u try to close ur eyes
love turns into a drop of tears
& remain in ur heart forever...

[[i love you]]*|10:48 PM|

Cousin came to sleep over at my place. No, it should be my room. wa lao! i cannot talk to my dear to night. lols, dots...
Went to town with audrey. i saw her hair, very silky, then suit her alot. We then went shopping around, and i bought some cosmetic stuff again. Mich never come =((
First time going shopping with her on a sat afternoon. lols, it was very fun lah, because we crapped hell lot. haha~

Soon, we(other 05S5 people) have to go buy someone's birthday present ler. Guys, when??

i miss them, the usual them, jin bling yet and kuei. lols, and yea, sat is approaching soon =D

I hope my life gets better, as day goes by. Dear, i can't wait till wed, counting down the seconds... <3

[[i love you]]*|7:03 AM|

Friday, June 02, 2006

Guys, i'm back, after so long. it's indeed a great way to start my second half of year 2006. i've got new blogskin, new tagboard(i think the old tagboard had expired or something). So much things have happened. (All of these months, i've been thinking about many things, and i realised that instead of hating, i should just forget that i've known them.)Last sat was an exciting day to begin my holiday with.
Yet, Bling and me went to the meeting bar(Bling's kor bar). We tried many drinks, like rebeina + vodka, tequila pop & Lamborghini. to be truthful, i only drank the vodka. Lols, i think i can't take alcohol? hee hee, then they slept over at my place. The second day was even more fascinating, because we went shopping. Actually, it was just a pinch-of-salt kind of shopping. With the coming GSS, Za products had 35% off, lols, Grab!!! Unfortunately, Jin and Kuei didn't come. =( nvm, June 10 is arriving, and i'm going to grab that skirt real soon =D we are going to have fun, loads of fun on that day again. Guys, whose house are we sleeping over again?
Can't wait to see Audrey's hair. Maybe i'll threaten her with my scissors. Hee hee. Holidays ain't much fun. I miss so many people, and the worst part is the mid year exams coming right after the june holidays.
I'm going to cut my finge again, real soon! no more mop fringe. lols..
Dear, it is going to be our 1st year soon. Thanks for everything! i love u loads...

[[i love you]]*|10:25 PM|