[[ loving you]]

Friday, June 23, 2006

In a blink of an eye, my holiday is ending. Soon, misery will start to get the better half of me, my mood and everything. So wanting to be like a little girl crying to her mother, "arghx, i don wanna go to sch mom, i've not been studying for my exams." Lols, sounded real crap but i think i might just try telling her on sunday night. Lols. Wth, Actually, no big deal what, Just go to the clinic and get two weeks Mc(ya right, as if the doctor wil be so retarded to give me) Hee. Anyway, my holiday is so plain, i have just realised. No party, no beach games, no chance to visit tokyo or the Disneyland in Hongkong etc. Just some k-box sessions, shoppings, pool, movies and date everyday ? and yea, my holidays are ending just like that. Actually, its kind of predicted that my holiday will be so boring. I don't like sun tanning, camping/hiking can kill me, and i don't go "chiong" (mummy say no good!) Lol, i think sleeping is the next best alternative for me, besides going Shopping everyday because of GSS(everywhere in town is so packed as if all the shopping malls wil shut downafter GSS).

I miss the times when we would rush down to the neopint machines to take neoprints after school. Life was great then, except that my pocket money is just 5 bucks a day and my results never cause my parents to be proud of me. But, all doesn't matter because i have her.To me, she's pretty, hot, cute, kind etc, anything that a girl would ask for. I enjoyed going out with her, love choosing presents for her birthday, doing anything that she would be happy. (i'm straight and attached by the way) . I do all these because she's my ~~good~~ best friend. However, maybe its because now that we are both matured and have different way of thinking, hence small misunderstand now cause us to sway apart easily. People say true friendships last forever. She's my ever true friend, and i believed i was once her true friend. Maybe my name no longer rings in her heart, maybe i'm no longer the "me" she used to think. No one, not me or her, could be blame, i guess. She has her friends now, i have mine. But who can help me convey to her that she's stil the no. 1 friend that i've always look upon to? i miss her, i just do...

[[i love you]]*|1:24 AM|